cruelciel:

friend: says hello to someone 

me: okay i fucking see how it is!  thanks for replacing me…im sorry im sorry im sor

im so scared of [xxxxxx]. im scared they’re secretly vsiting my blog everyday and they may be one of my mutuals. im terrified. i cant go through a day without thinking that thye’re watching me this is terrible i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate them

whxspers:

am i the only person who feels annoying when you begin to talk to someone? like you want someone to talk to, but you feel like the conversation is going nowhere with them and you just stop replying

i want to cut my hair i want a flat chest i want people to look at me and not think im a girl i want this i want to abandon every trace of the time i presented as female and as soon as i move away from my toxic af family i am going to do just that.

me: *spends 7 hours talking to the same person and they go to bed*

me: *waits for them to come online again*

me: gee, i only have about 12+ hours to go!!!!! im so bored and lonely!!!!!!!!!! why isnt anyone talking to me!?!?!?

current mood: feeling ignored lmao

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im feelin v confident in how cute my voice is. its literally the only thing about myself i like other than my hair